BRUTAL KILLINGS AT ANIMAL SHELTERS (USA)

I have advocated for days , trying to save hundreds of animals across this country and still thousands are still being slaughtered on a daily basis and many of these animals are innocent babies. Shelters all over this country are brutally and unmercilessly murdering these animals for absolutely no reason whatsoever.
These shelters are gassing and using other inhumane ways to kill these poor creatures. They are suffering horribly slow agonizing deaths. The worst part is that the animals know exactly what is happening to them at the time they are being killed. They start whimpering and crying, banging around in the box frantically trying to get out, they start screaming, coughing gasping for air, choking, vomiting,urination and losing control of bowels and defecating as they finally and mercilessly lose conscienceness. This is inhuman and i can't believe human beings would even allow this to be happening. Ahh but, they do indeed and that tells me just what kind of society we live in these days and it is not one to be proud of but more of a sick twisted shameful one. Human beings...as they so proudly call themselves, are disgusting and do not deserve  a life even of their own.  The human race makes me utterly sick to my stomach, they disgust me. They make all kinds of excuses as to why these poor animals have to be put to death and they legitimize it so they can live with themselves. Well, I hope that there truly is an afterlife, one where they themselves will come back in an animal form and have to endure exactly the same tortures and agonies that they allowed in their own past life and if not...then i hope as hard as i can that there really is a hell for people like them and they burn in hell and suffer beyond eternity for the brutality they gave animals!!!
The trouble with Shelters is just a sign of unwillingness to do the right thing at all cost to save the animals they are there to help. They blame it on no space, or no money and that it easier and cheaper to euthanize the animals so that others could live. No, no no, this is simply not acceptable. If its a matter of space, these people running these shelters need to get off their lazy asses and make an honest effort to get the public involved and make them want to help, if its about money, again get off your lazy asses and find ways to make the money needed to help and save the animals not simply kill them just because its easier or cheaper. AND furthermore, the public itself needs to get off their lazy asses as well and stop looking the other way, making excuses to themselves. Many of you are quite capable of helping in some way. Its high time people forget about their own greed and contribute to the comfort, at  the very least, of these animals if they have to be locked away in these shelters. Buy a bag of dog/cat food, buy a few toys, a blanket, pillow or a bed, something that says you care even a little bit. Even a visit once or twice a week to interact with these poor animals wouldn't hurt. Even if you don't adopt or foster an animals at least tell your friends, pass around pictures, have a fund raiser to help t shelter not to kill to the animals, or to get the animals food, medical care or whatever  they need to make the animals life comfortable anyway. Any little thing that you can do is a blessing. Rally and speak for animals, you will find that it can also be a blessing for you in return to know that you actually did something humanly good, and altho i am not a god believer, I know many folks are, and that YOUR god will be proud of you and smile down on you. Think of it this way people, maybe its what YOUR god has been waiting for you to do, you just may not have known it all this time. Maybe this is why GOD hasn't done anything, its his purpose for his followers, give that some thought and maybe you can change your heart!!! Go to a shelter and look deep into an animals eyes and let your heart tell you what to do next!!!!
Please, I do NOT want to hate people but I love animals and it hurts me to know and see that they are suffering in agony and I am only one person trying to desperately help them, but I can't do it alone against a whole world. The killing has to stop and with help we all can pitch in and end the killing of innocent lives. Shelters don't have to be places of misery and death if we just do the right thing and all you christians know this already!!! You will feel so much better about yourself as well!!! 

Death By Gas

Everyday it gets harder and harder to maintain the ever growing rage inside me. Everyday a poor innocent animal dies for no reason or is so brutally abused, everyday many are abandoned. I keep asking myself how humanity could be so cruel. Still I am at a loss for an answer. Everyday I see pictures / videos of dog/cats and other anmials all desperately trying to live just one more day, hoping to be discovered by some loving human to save them from a horrible brutally cruel death by gas.I look into the sad eyes and see pain, fear and lonliness, I see longing and begging. I see their voices of bewilderedness asking, what did I do to be here, why did my owner(s) stop loving me, why did they hurt me. All these poor animals want is to be loved and to be happy and comfortable, is that so much to ask for??
The rage that burns inside me grows to the point where I just want togo after those animals shelters and destroy any and all their instruments of death. Perhaps the people who work at these shelters who claim to care about these animals aren't really all that caring. I strongly believe that its all about the money...just like everything eles. But it is not all the animals shelter workers I am upset with but the ones who actually take pleasure in the murdering of these poor defenseless animals. They are the ones i have the beef with in particular. They seem to enjoy murdering aniamls, torturing them to death and watching the poor animals die slow painful deaths. My pleasure would be to grab these people and give them a very small but painful frightening taste of their own death machines, particularly their own gassing chamber. An introduction of sorts, shove them in there, close the door, and in the words of Beetle Juice, "Let's turn on the juice and see what shakes loose"! I would stand there and watch while they choke and gag, gasping for air, scrambling and fighting to get out, heaving and desperately trying to breath, frothing and foaming at the mouth, eyes bulging out of their heads, stumbling and losing conscienceness as the tears flow down their cheeks. After a few seconds of suffering I would open the door and bring them out, wait for them to recover after a day or two. My next move would be to sit them down for a face to face confrontation, looking them straight in their face, smile and ask them if it was as good for them as it was for me!!!  Give them a few minutes to think about it then fire the next question, how did it feel to know just how close you were to dying? I'd ask them if they now understood what all those poor dogs/ cats went through that they murdered so brutally and with such passion, how the f*ck did it feel when it was happening to you??? 
Ya see thats my rage and this is what happens if it ever gets to the point where I no longer have control, of it, it the above scenerio would no longer be a wishful fantasy but an all too real reality and someone definately would feel my wrath. I would have to be pushed to the brink where i no longer care or have anything left to lose. I would no longer care about the consequences of my actions and why should I.
I am an animal activist and animal lover this is something I care deeply about and i try so hard everyday to save as many animals as i can from death, either at the hands of their owners or kill shelters, puppy mills etc. but Im just one person!!! Im just one person, feeling like Im spinning my wheels and getting absolutely nowhere, I am feeling so helpless, the weight of it all is crushing me to death.
Everyday brings more hatred for humans to my heart and soul. I am told everyday to have faith and to believe in God, pray to him and ask for his help. Yeah right, ask god for help, are you kidding me? What kind of god allows his creatures to be abused and tortured to death for no reason whatsoever? Is this what your idea of god's will??? Where is god when these poor animals are being so brutally abused, beaten, bruised, battered and broken, choking to death in a gas chamber, suffering so god awful bad???Does he hear their screaming, crying and begging to be saved?? No, no, no, if there was a god none of these awful things would be happening, especially if god were the loving god ya all claim him to be!!! 
In the meantime, I have no choice, I will keep fighting to save animals oh and one more thing, I hope i live long enough to see every living human being screaming and running for their very lives should the end of the world end the way the hopi, mayans and many others claim its going to. Maybe i will suffer the same fate but hey I also get to watch in pleasure as other suffer right along side me as they finally suffer even worse they than inflicted on the animals in this world!!! I just hope it happens soon!!!

A Day to Celebrate??

It has been a long time coming, it has been announced by all the media and people are celebrating all over the world. A great justice has been done. A terrible man 10 years ago brought about the September 11th attacks on America and paid a dear price for it after 10 years. Osama Bin Laden eluded the americans for so long and now lies dead on american soil and we arrogantly wave our flag, dance in the street and spit on his name. We foolishly think we have won and struck a blow against evil. How wrong we are. The war isn't over, it never will be as long as evil exists.
Everyone is under the mistaken assumption that good always wins because it is stronger than evil, trust me, evil is always stronger, america is living proof of just how strong evil really is.Like it or not humanity is the epitome of evil, always has been and always will be.
Yes Osama Bin Laden is dead and deserves to be dead but it isn't because of his God's will or ours, he is dead simply because america went in and took his life and now blood once again drips from our hands. Don't get me wrong, I agree that he got what was coming to him, he lived by evil and he died by it. His death brings closure to many and the deaths of so many innocent people at his hands has been avenged, but at what costs to us? How many more will die for what we have done this day?
Unfortunately, he was a worshipped man, he was a great leader to many, some even saw him as a god, but many are also waiting in the wings to take his place. So what terrible thing will they do to us or someone eles to avenge his death? believe me, they "WILL" definately avenge him, they have to or look like beaten pups. Those people will NOT take this lightly and the whole world feel their wrath, its just a matter of when and where! 
When ya stop and think about it, who really wins? Its like a bunch of dirtbag gangs fighting over territory, one gang strikes the other, and that gang strikes back, a gang member dies, and that gangs kills a rival gang member to even the score, so who wins???
To me, war is just stupid and fruitless because nothing is really ever accomplished and if something is then its only for a short time and it just starts all over again. If it isn't one thing, its another, whats the point? I don't think humanity anywhere on this planet should survive, we don't deserve to survive. We have abused, tortured, maimed, destroyed, murdered each other so much, not to mention we are totally destroying the entire planet and not giving a shit about what we are leaving behind for our children and their children and the many generations to follow. All we do is spread destruction and hatred because we want to be topdog of the world, but we forget, so do millions of other around the world and no one wants to give in to defeat and why should they?Humanity needs to grow a real brain if they are to survive. Im kinda hoping the rumors about 2012 really are true, the end of the world isn't looking so glum anymore and maybe it would be for the best afterall!!!