I have been working on my genealogy research for the past few weeks and I'm no closer to any new information now than when I started. It's hard having to start over completely. I was at least way ahead of the job before the fire back in 2005 when I lost everything. I lost pictures, records, documents, histories etc. And for the most part I did have a few people who helped me with what they had.
Today most of those people are passed on and they were so caring to share their stories and histories and helping me find my own heritage. I am so thankful to those people who...if they were here now would gladly help me. So far I am still going this whole thing alone. It is not for lack of trying to get others involved and trying to get them to participate because I have tried and tried to no avail, its been like pulling teeth, they simply refuse to budge on even the tiniest bit of information, a simply story, a simple fact...etc. and they at this point know exactly what Im talking about. These people make me so angry, they pretend to be loving and caring, acting like they are family and yet smirking in the background at my efforts to do something good. They offer nothing at all to my project, you know who you are!!! I don't think I am asking for anything outrageous just a little information to help me with my family history.
Oh well, if it isn't something they can gossip about and snicker behind my back then its not worth sharing with me. Sometimes I think my family stinks but of course we came from hard working class trash people and we have not progressed much since then and it doesn't look like we ever really will. To complicate things even more many decendents have completely contaminated the bloodline so badly devastating it forever beyond ever repairing the damage done. Many have even destroyed any sense of reputaion of the surnames for as many as there are, all have been damaged over the years by all decendents of our ancestors. The family surnames repuations have been damaged beyond repair and can never be restored to what the ancestors intended for us.
All of them can KISS my ass if they do not wish to participate and offer ANY help whatsoever, then so be it, but at the same time they need never ask ANYTHING of me...fair is fair. I do not need their help, I will continue to manage the whole thing on my own..like most things I have had to endure most all of my life. I don't need any of them. They don't need to pretend to be family.. they are only family by name or blood, nothing more!!!!
I am incredibly determined to trace my family genealogy with or without the so called family members input or participation. However, I do thank my grandmother Rosemary Pratt, My grandfather Russell G. Morrison, My father Russell E. Morrison Sr. My greatgrandmother Daisy S. Miller, My aunt Lida L. Warman, & most of all my mother Wanda Lee Morrison. My mother has contributed more than any of my living family members ever have or ever will. She is pretty much the only living family member who cares about what I am trying to accomplish in tracing our genealogy and history.
Let me warn everyone whatever I do manage to accomplish will wind up in book form oneday for the whole world to see. Whether I get it right or not will be no fault of mine since none of the family members offered any of their assistance, information or participation and they will have no one to blame but themselves for their own stupidity. SO BE IT, READ IT AND WEEP, no apologies will be offered later!!!
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